SSA suggests an experience, not a permanent identity. It implies a set of feelings, not a way of life.
What About Therapy for Our Same-Sex Attractions?
Brothers on a Road Less Traveled is NOT a mental-health clinic of any kind. We are not a therapy organization. Brothers Road does not provide therapy.
We are a non-profit, peer-led, peer-support community that offers workshops, support groups, webinars and online group coaching (via Zoom, for instance) — not therapy — to other adults with similar goals.
In essence, we represent the perspective and experience of the CLIENT, not the clinician.
So we have a highly vested interest in our right to voluntarily seek professional counseling and life coaching and to attend workshops and support groups, if we wish, in pursuit of our goal to minimize, to the extent possible — or at least manage — our same-sex attractions in ways that align with our faith, our values, our beliefs, morals and life goals.
What most people don’t realize is that so-called “conversion therapy” is really just standard talk therapy, but for people like us who aren’t completely comfortable with a gay identity or living a gay life. It’s talk therapy for people who want to consider our options and explore underlying issues related to our sexuality. The client sets the agenda, not the therapist. (If the therapist insists on setting the agenda, no matter what it is … run! He or she clearly doesn’t support the ethical principle of client self-determination.)
Our Own Experience As Clients
And a great many of us — not everyone, obviously, but many or maybe even most — have found this kind of counseling to be highly effective:
It was one of the best choices I have made for my life. Even though I entered therapy wanting to “resolve” my homosexuality, what I really got was a shift in perspective in which I learned to love and accept myself just as I am — and that I don’t need to change to be a good person who is whole and loved.
This outcome came as a surprise to me, and even 5-plus years after terminating therapy, I believe that I am the happy and well-adjusted person I am for having had this particular therapeutic experience.
Therapy changed my life dramatically. I was sexually “acting out” uncontrollably, and it was not the life I wanted. As I did the work that I needed to heal, I realized that, for me, SSA is just a symptom and not a cause. When I began to heal my wounds toward my father and other men, my sexual attraction toward men diminished. I will always need to have strong non-sexual relationships with men, but I no longer need to have sex with men.
I feel better about being able to share with someone else this part of me that is so private, which for many years I kept only to myself out of shame and confusion. I felt honored that my counselor accepted and respected me, but at the same time challenged me on certain behaviors that I agreed were not proper for me. I feel loved by someone else, and that has allowed me to grow in my self-esteem and confidence.
I have never regretted my counseling once. It has had a huge positive effect on my life. It is improving and re-shaping the way that I perceive myself and others. My counselor has treated me with such love and respect and has been one of the biggest blessings in my life. I will forever be indebted to him.
My therapist has helped me work on forgiving myself for the things I felt were against my moral standards. He has also helped me develop tools and mechanisms to transform my sexual energy into a creative energy. As a result, my sexual encounters have diminished and my self-esteem and love for myself have increased.
Counseling for SSA brought me great understanding of myself and allowed me to see how much I am loved and accepted just the way I am. Due to my counseling and other group programs I am involved in, I am at peace.
Most helpful was individual counseling with a licensed mental health professional that was open to my choices. He was non-judgmental and would have supported me in whatever choice I made.
My first step was making the personal decision that I wanted to change.
Through counseling, I was able to look in towards myself and see the things that were keeping me so fixated on men and wanting to be with them. The personal healing that took place helped to fix and increase the bonds I have with my heterosexual friends.
My counselor specialized in helping same-sex-attracted men. He told me he would not force me to change, and that any path I chose he would help me with it. Every counselor should do the same. I let him know the path that I desired, and after a year and a half of sessions, coupled with the amazing weekend programs that I had the privilege of attending, I can say that my same-sex attractions have been greatly diminished and no longer have such a gripping hold on my life. I know I can have and live the life that I choose.
I was at a point of despair before going to counseling as a young adult. I wanted to die and hated myself and where things were going. These change efforts were a lifeline to me that gave me hope, meaning, purpose, and helped me to live the life I want to live. My kids would not be here without these change efforts. I am so thankful for the people who are willing to help guys like me to live the life we want to live freely and with confidence.
A Survey of Our Members’ Experience in Counseling
In 2012, we conducted our own survey of our members and others who are indirectly affiliated with our community. We asked them about their own personal experience with professional counseling for unwanted or incongruous same-sex attractions. (The survey referred only to professional counseling, not to Journey Into Manhood or any other Brothers Road program).
A total of 474 people in 19 countries who had sought out counseling for incongruous same-sex attractions responded to our survey. We found:
- Seven in 10 respondents said they were either satisfied or very satisfied with their experiences with counseling for same-sex attractions.
And more than half — sometimes much more — reported that, as a result of their counseling experience:
- they were more at peace overall
- their self-esteem had improved
- they felt more self-accepting
- their shame over their same-sex attractions had diminished
- the frequency or intensity of their homosexual attractions had diminished
- they had successfully reduced or stopped altogether their unwanted or troubling homosexual behaviors
- whatever homosexual attractions remained had become less troubling
So clearly, this type of therapy can and does benefit a certain population. Not everyone, certainly, but many.
An Important Disclaimer
Now admittedly, this was not a broad-based survey with a representative sample of everyone who has ever seen a therapist or counselor to try to address dissatisfaction with same-sex attractions. This was only a survey of people affiliated directly or indirectly with Brothers Road. It’s what professional researchers call a “convenience sample,” so the results are frankly going to be skewed towards those who feel more positively inclined towards concerted efforts to channel or redirect one’s sexual attractions.
These findings — while reflective of common experiences within our own community — cannot be projected onto a larger, broader population. Neither are they predictive of what others are necessarily likely to experience.
What About Alleged Harm?
Haven’t “sexual orientation change efforts been proven to be harmful?
No. “No study using a random survey concludes that reorientation therapy is likely to be harmful.” Read more at “Haven’t sexual-orientation change efforts been proven to be harmful?“
Within the Brothers Road community, most of us have found that our efforts to understand and address our unwanted same-sex attractions have been hugely beneficial. Read more at “What About Harm?“
Ironically, many of us have felt harmed not by our so-called “change efforts” but by those who actively opposed our personal goals and values. Read more at “Counter-Cultural Harm: Hostility to Our Goals.”
It’s Not a Mental Illness
Oftentimes, the talking points and position papers of the counseling trade associations falsely assume that therapy for same-sex attractions must be based on the false idea that homosexuality is inherently a mental illness or mental disorder or disease. In our experience, that is not true at all. It is certainly not the case among any of the practitioners that we, as a community, are familiar with or whom we have engaged as professional therapists, counselors or life coaches.
And it’s not true for us as an organization, either. Brothers on a Road Less Traveled does not consider homosexuality to be a mental illness or mental disorder or disease.
That doesn’t mean that everyone who experiences SSA welcomes it or finds it constructive or something to be embraced or celebrated. Not everyone feels that “gay” fits their identity, their values or life goals.
It’s Not Coercive, and It’s Not a ‘Cure’
Opponents of therapy for same-sex attraction love to speak of therapists or others supposedly trying to force change on someone else against their will. They often even use the pejorative term “cure,” which almost no one ever uses except enemies of therapy rights.
In our own experience, this almost never happens — and if it does, of course it is unethical, immoral and should perhaps even be illegal.
In fact, in our community, we’ve more often seen the opposite occur: Therapists and others who try to push us to accept a gay identity and engage in gay relationships against our stated values and therapy goals!
Our Right to Self-Determination
A great many men in our Brothers Road community have had very positive — even life-saving — experiences working with competent professional therapists and life coaches who have helped us work through some of the complex issues related to same-sex attractions, self-identity, sexual behaviors, family dynamics, sexual abuse, and faith and values.
So we stand firmly in support of the right of all others to make their own choices as well.
The American Psychological Association describes a client’s right to self-determination to as a critical ethic of the psychological professions. (“Psychologists respect the dignity and worth of all people, and the rights of individuals to privacy, confidentiality, and self-determination.”)
And yet some gay-affirming therapists, politicians and gay lobbying organizations want to take that right away from those of us who experience our sexuality differently, or want to address it differently than the gay-affirming therapists, politicians and gay lobbyists think we should.
Many of community members have expressed grave concerns:
One should not even have to defend one’s right to seek this therapy! It works for me. I am at peace with myself, my family and my God and would be in a horrible mental condition had this therapy not been made available to me.
If one chooses to enter or remain in the gay lifestyle, that is his choice. This therapy is no threat to him. However, I chose a different path that brings me much sanity and peace of mind. NO ONE should attempt to take this choice from me or others.
It is my right to process my same-sex attraction in a manner that is true to my core self. I should not be judged or condemned for this path. While I respect another person’s decision to live a lifestyle in accordance with their beliefs, this same honor and respect should be afforded to me.
To state that I am not allowed to process my same sex attraction in a manner that is consistent with my personal value system is political and in direct conflict with the message of acceptance that is prevalent in pro-gay communities.
Prior to understanding my SSA, I had been incredibly repressed and conflicted by listening to gay advocates telling me that I needed to act upon my same-sex attractions to be whole. To the contrary, I have done nothing but blossom and become authentic to my deepest core self by accepting my SSA in a manner that is consistent with my values.
I am extremely concerned about any legal efforts to deny me or any individual the right to choose for themselves whether or not they want to pursue therapy, counseling, group support, or other treatments or processes to help work through SSA.
If these treatments and methods and support groups were not available to me, I do not believe I would be alive. I was so severely depressed and suicidal before pursing reparative therapy for my unwanted SSA.
As an American, my choice to not embrace a gay identity and to seek help in my life-goals should be my undeniable right under our constitution. Any legal efforts to prevent me from doing that takes away my freedom of choice, speech, religion and denies me the opportunity to choose for myself what help and counseling I will seek and what path I will follow in my life.